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For Snow, it wasn't a light choice he was making. And even if it hurt to admit, being alone here would be a worse fate than what might happen to either of them together. His fingers smoothed against Yuki's softer ones as he bared his heart and spirit through his words, the kiss to his hair at least catching him somewhat by surprise and simultaneously making him feel content. From his position it was just easier this way to feel the warmth and the connection that they shared.

"Well, if I'm a knight, then you're my Prince. But I already told you that." Snow laughed, then gently moved one hand to slip his arm around Yuki's waist and stare him in the face.

"Mind if..I kiss you again?" He asked softly. He knew he was pushing it, but really if he admitted it to himself it was soothing in a way he couldn't rightly describe aloud.

Trying to resist this man's pull either emotionally or physically was futile. For Yuki Snow really was like the sun, and all he wanted to do was envelop himself in that radiant and comforting warmth.

He smiled softly, not minding that Snow thought of him as a prince and he went to say something when he felt that arm come around his waist. His words were cut off further still at Snow's request and Yuki had to admit he was curious. Would it feel the same? Would it be different? Why did Snow want to when it was probably painfully obvious he wasn't experienced in this realm at all. Emotions weren't new to him, but these kind still were.

Still, he nodded to Snow and cradled that ruggedly handsome face in his hands again, looking into those ocean blue eyes shyly. "Please.."

And if all of this was a dream, he did NOT want to wake up.

If Snow was the sun, then Yuki was easily the moon. They were pushed and pulled by each other, and needed each other's gravity to keep moving. What was more, Snow was sure there was so much Yuki had to give hidden on that side of himself he never showed another.

And even if this was just a product of their emotions on high, Snow didn't want to stop. Not yet. All he could think and breathe and want right that second was Yuki. But he was being careful too, far too aware that he could make Yuki uncomfortable if he pushed too much. For now, he solidified his words with another soft, yet experimental kiss, just as soft and yet with the way his mouth moved against Yuki's a little more needy than before.

He felt Snow pressing down on him a little firmer now. And his face promptly turned red at the feeling, not sure what was going to happen. Snow had the dominance and Yuki might not go down quietly but he knew in the end he would submit to the blonde.

So for now Yuki tried to memorize the pressure and the angle of their kiss and the pressure he felt against them. His eyes closed and he sighed, wrapping his arms around Snow's neck because right now, that man was the center of his universe as befitted the sun.

Both hands encircled his Prince as he held him tight and close just as he had the first time, his breathing almost hitching from the tingling that resulted. He didn't think it was appropriate to go too far with it, but his affection and his feelings were in some way communicated through every kiss he gave the other.

Soon he pulled back a little just enough to smooth his hand through that hair, grateful to have him close.

"I don't really want to let you go." He confessed as he whispered this against that mouth. Intimate moments like these were ones that would stay with him forever.

He'd clearly lost the ability to think awhile back and all Yuki could do at this point was feel. And what he felt was heavily drugged and something else but he couldn't put a finger on it. And of course now he couldn't even think even if he wanted to because Snow's kisses were the only thing that his brain was currently registering.

Yuki could feel something beneath all of it, but whatever it was, it wasn't getting through at this point. So when Snow pulled back Yuki felt dazed ad blinked a few times, mentally replaying what he heard because at first he hadn't been paying attention.

"Oh." It wasn't what he wanted to say, but he chose it because it was safe.

Looking into that somewhat dazed expression Snow just smiled, happy to see at least that he didn't mind it. Really, Yuki's reactions were endearing either way. He knew he shouldn't try anything else or it might get...a little more heated than either of them expected.

For a moment Snow just stood there as he contemplated his next move, though he preferred spontaneity he was at least trying to be somewhat considerate of Yuki in this case. "But...guess I have to, right?"

He braved a smile, realizing how long he'd actually been in Yuki's room. Somehow, he's glad they were the only ones in this hall. "Unless you want me to stay longer."

Yuki's eyes pleaded with Snow to stay but then his brain clicked to life as the distance became more than it was before. So he turned his head away and gave the answer he should give, not the one he wanted to give. "Yes..yes of course. Right you should..go." It was as if he was all alone again and the last..whoever who knew how long was just an illusion. Yes even the sun had to rest.

His arms wrapped around himself and he stayed turned away, full of embarrassment at how he'd practically thrown himself at Snow. Maybe things between them would change in the morning or maybe Serah would show up or..well who knew. "Thank you." he said, fighting the negative thoughts back as he turned around and slightly bowed to Snow.

The answer he got was a little disappointing, but he understood if Yuki needed space. Still, the sudden cold reaction he got wasn't good so Snow wrapped him in his arms for a warm embrace, and he leaned down to give the top of his bowing head a gentle kiss.

"Just because I'm going to bed doesn't mean I'm gone forever." Snow reassured him gently. "'Sides, I was thinking tomorrow we could do something if you wanted. But in this case...It's kind of been a long day. I just didn't want to overwhelm you." Too late, Snow. He has little awareness of the effects he had on other people sometimes.

"You're not." Yuki said, taking advantage of being of Snow's arms. So he held on a little longer than he should've. "But..you go get some sleep." He couldn't keep Snow with him just to childishly reassure himself that things were okay.

So brave smile was a go as he stepped back and let go. "Please sleep well."

"You know...I could always sleep in here if you wanted me to." Snow pointed out, even if he knew there was a definite risk in saying that openly. Still, the invitation to sleep in his own room was always there.

Somehow it just felt odd to go to bed when Yuki kept retreating like this. He just wanted to let it hit home for him that he was serious.

Yuki didn't want Snow to go but politeness and manners forbade him to ask for anything. Still, his pale face flushed red and he took a step back, fidgeting with Snow's coat trying to avoid his red face.

"You might get into trouble. ."

"I won't...get in trouble. Unless I'm getting in trouble with you. Then I don't know if I'd mind." Snow said carefully, smiling reassuringly. "Promise I'm not going to try anything you're not comfortable with." The way Yuki was playing with the lapel of his coat made him smile, knowing he may have been nervous.

Snow could restrain himself, and even if he would pay for it in the morning with certain reactions he could address that later.

[A sudden hunger rose up in him at Snow's words about being comfortable. And it made his face turn redder and the fidgeting got worse because of thoughts running through his mind regarding Snow and that coat. His nerves went way up and Yuki half felt like he was going to pass out.]

You really do say..the most ridiculous things.

[His voice was as usual soft though the nervousness could clearly be heard.]

In all honesty Snow had thought that that might be something Yuki would worry about, but he knew how to be disciplined when he had to be. He reached out and touched Yuki's shoulder, smoothing his fingers down it as he stared into his reddened face.

"Well, it's up to you...And, you know I didn't mean for it to sound ridiculous." Snow said carefully, squeezing that shoulder gently. He certainly didn't mean for Yuki to get like that, but he knew it had to come out in the open some time what eventually things could lead to...

Edited 2014-02-23 21:10 (UTC)

[Yuki understood that Snow was learning to 'speak' his language. So he was well aware of Snow being kind to use his own words. However his head remained down and he stopped fidgeting with Snow's coat.

"Somehow..you've thought about that already. I guess..I shouldn't be surprised." Yuki took this as a wake up call. Of course this was something that couples eventually did and while it didn't offend him it sure surprised him. Not for the fact it had crossed Snow's mind since he had been engaged. No it w s s the fact that it had him in mind.

Looking up at Snow now, Yuki realized that the other man was serious about him.

"H-hey! Not so fast...I mean, I didn't mean it like that initially but..it'd be better to think about it than not to, right?" He said that a little fast, making it seem more suspicious in any case.

Lame excuse, Snow. Even for as flustered as he is for a second, he was trying to be discreet about the whole thing. Now his cheeks are a little pink. Yuki had already caught on and there wasn't any way to escape that imploring gaze.

"I just wanted to cover all our bases, just in case it ever came up..." Snow murmured, realizing that he may very well have thought about Yuki like that but it wasn't so much as in a perverted way. Not exactly.

Yuki hung his head, thinking he was wrong at first and turned bright red. He turned back to look at the other and shook his head. "Snow..it's alright. I'm old enough to know...to deal with those things. I'm not..I'm not a child, even if you would try and protect me from yourself."

Snow was a little embarrassed but not overly flustered given that Yuki had a point. He supposed Yuki was a little more mature than he realized given how young he looked.

"Well. It's up to you, either way. I said I wouldn't try anything..." At least there was that. It was a bit too soon to get too handsy, even if he'd wrap him in his arms and hold him close that was different.

His eyes closed with a shy smile on his face. "I know." He glanced up at Snow and smiled. "After all, you're a knight, right?" Yes Yuki is pissing with you Snow and taunting you. Let's see if you get it.

Yuki then turned to start to straighten things out to hide his very red face.

Maybe he got it more than he let on, but most times he tried not to let it bother him when people were trying to get a dig at him. In Yuki's case he was only teasing, but somehow it was more than that too.

"What do you...want me to do?" Snow asked plainly, his voice a little thick now.

Yuki turned and looked at Snow. And then he turned red again. "I wasn't..I wasn't implying.." He had no idea what was going on in Snow's mind. He turned around and looked at the other. "I'm sorry.."

Really he was having a hard time trying to figure this out and Snow's feelings. And he really didn't know what to say either. So Yuki kept his head lowered and stared hard at the floor. He felt so alone and unsure of himself. He'd never faced any of this before and suddenly felt so young and unsure.

His hand gently conformed to Yuki's cheek, guiding him back to him. "Hey...Don't apologize. I mean, you didn't really do anything to apologize for. If anything, I should apologize for imposing the idea." Snow didn't want to overload him.

Slowly he leaned down to give him a gentle kiss to his forehead, offering a smile. "Come on. Let's get to bed." He said, thinking it might be better if he just made the decision for him instead. He took Yuki's hand and led him towards the mattress.

"I just.." Yuki's words cut off as he felt the lips on his forehead and his eyes widened in surprise. And he would've stammered so Yuki decided to just let Snow do as he would. His face turned a shade of red before touching the mattress and laying down on it. It was definitely weird to be doing this and he wondered if Snow would get into trouble, but he already resolved to himself to take all of the blame for it.

He was being selfish he knew, but all he really wanted was for Snow to take him in his arms and hold him all night every night. Just somewhere to belong and someone to belong to.

His coat was shed and his shirt done away with as he dimmed the lights, wrapping Yuki in his bare yet strong arms. Tonight he'd get his wish, Snow just wanting to feel someone close like this. His heat would be enough for them both, and he sighed, pulling Yuki on top of him. If anything, the other could at least feel comforted that Snow was willing to do this and seek nothing untoward out of it.

"It's okay. Let's head to sleep. It's been a long day." Whispered to him as he stroked Yuki's hair gently, coaxing Yuki to rest his face on his chest.

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